Love is a fickle thing, i find it strange and difficult and frustrating. I think everyone has people they fancy, or like and would date but you just know in your heart it is not a long term thing and i feel these are common place, and then there are the more rare occasions where you meet a person that you genuinely connect with, A person you could see a long future with. My timing with these longer term prospects seems to be impeccable, and i say this with a high level of sarcasm because it always seems like i meet these people at the most in-opportune times. They have always just met someone else, are leaving or moving, are far away, so on and so forth…. is it to much to ask that one of these days, one of these things works out for me.*sighs exasperatingly*
I don’t often write about my relationships or my loves, its always something i found highly personal and probably due to the bullying i received when i was younger something i am a little protective over. these things where perfect ammunition for the school yard bullies. However now i am an adult (it is a scary thought because i do not to this day really see myself as an adult) and as such i feel i should finally be able to write a little about these things, or discuss them even.
So maybe just maybe, i might start to write in this blog again, randomly when i feel like it, and maybe just maybe, you will learn more about me.